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\"From<\/a><\/p>\n

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random post taken from one of “Dearest” entries
\nunknown author
\nthe 70’s<\/p>\n

\n

\"\"<\/a>Tell me not who wishes to be excluded from the pattern of life.
\nTell me not who wishes not to be the center of all things, of all events, of all beings,
\nWho wishes not to be appreciated? not to be adored?<\/p>\n

There are thoughts considered by some as mere trivialities;
\nThere are those, in their seeming trivialities, ironically creating a flame of intrigues;
\nThere are thoughts more appreciated when unheard;
\nThere are those deeply profound when read;
\nAnd, in the paradox of life, there are thoughts that could stir;
\nThere are those that could still.<\/p>\n

I may seem, at times, to be the greatest hypocrite
\nbut give me the chance
\nto feel and prove, even once that i am not.
\nI cannot always claim the truth of the matter
\nAnd in this I am being true to myself.
\nBut for a moment, I feel I have to give
\nEven the thoughts that never came to my mind but still flowed
\nfrom the depths of that which was touched and longing to touch.<\/p>\n

Most people can never provide the whole;
\nA few could only provide the parts that always come in trickles.
\nI long and ache with all my incapacities to understand,
\nTo give even just the parts.
\nAnd if in all that was done, one must misunderstood,
\nI would like to set it straight still … I long to be one.
\nTo you who have been deeply appreciated
\nI still understand not only the HOW, THE WHO, but most specially, THE WHY<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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